SU448AM Wonder
Its a wonder how things can be figured out by the mind.
What is simple, what is complex.
So many of the triggering issues are simple in nature. They are the first dimension of my feelings.
There is so much more complex to how things are.
Your memories shape your logic.
Posted April 15, 2012 at 4:49am
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huron towers. some of my best memories are in those buildings.
(Source: keepyourbodystill, via damnarbor)
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FR1100PM On my mind…
“February is a rough month”
Yeah it is.
In the past two weeks I’ve had a load of work larger than the sinking titanic and enough emotional shindings for all sorts of crazy things.
I found out that he might not be here first semester next year which was difficult to hear. I thought and prayed things were going to be stable but they won’t be. Things changed and than got better now its like things haven’t changed at all and I like that. But finding out that he might not be here. I honestly couldn’t focus for over an hour on anything.
This is the first time that in my head I made solid plans. Not just dreams. I know he sees things differently but I’d be in it for the long haul.
Knowing that I’m going to get hurt is kind of funny.
I’m also terrified of the fact that I haven’t heard from him yet. He should be home by now and I really do hope he just forgot.
As I currently see it. We have two months and I’m just going to make them as good as I possibly can.
Another note: Lent
I gave up facebook and have already cheated. I know I need to spend more time focusing on God and less on people. I’ve needed to refocus.
Topic: Loss of focus
I realized today that ironically enough, my life was crazy last semester but I could handle it because I didn’t have anyone in it.
Honestly, this is something without the title. We spend every single day together and we can finish each other’s sentences and jokes. I feel empty when I’m not with you. How am I supposed to survive a minimum of three months (MAXIMUM OF EIGHT MONTHS WTF).
I’ve been bailing on so many things I need to do and people I need to see because of you. The worst part is: I don’t care. Class, workshops, conferences. It all doesn’t matter if you’re not there.
Why am I thinking this far ahead?
Posted February 24, 2012 at 11:14pm
So, let go, let go
Jump in
Oh well, what you waiting for?
It’s all right
‘Cause there’s beauty in the breakdown
Jump in
Oh well, what you waiting for?
It’s all right
‘Cause there’s beauty in the breakdown
— let go, frou fou
Posted February 24, 2012 at 10:56pm
